was my birthday on the 29th and we are moving again which is always annoying cause we end up selling stuff then have to re configure everything in the house. im staying at grandparents because i deslocated my right knee but poped it back in because i got on the bed for the amublance and it got poped in again it hurts when i have to do anything with it and i cant bend down to pick up stuff etc. i hope i get better i did find out from emergency doctor xray that my legs were never in the right spot and then my syndrome clinic confirmed this after 29 years? anyway i hope it gets better hopefully i can continune on my jerney for drumming and playing rhythm games etc.i want to get better trimmed down so i can play fastball/baseball and be a pitcher in a adult league maybe ill try out for a winter league if i can.
going to write more stuff on sdf then my personal site but that might change who knows.
new journal for this month? let see what i end up writing.
woke up today decided to do some journaling not sure what i will write about today.
got some upgrades and new computers. can't wait to see what i'll update with next batch of money. also got a gitadora song pack
some rambling for today. not sure what im trying to talk about but im sure it'll be interesting!
need to edit babi terminal editor theme. dont like the default one
local hockey team lost the the playoff. felt incredibly biased in the calling.
ice hockey play off for my team so been watching that a lot. switched to editor babi and so on had to make a changelog for my site which made me feel iffy on the update of it. but overall i feel happy about everything.
sorry haven't rambled for a bit. been watching older anime again and not going outside much. my hikkimori/neet ways i guess. going to update the site and gameserver site/maps and so on. I mainly host c:ss bhop and surfing server privately...
welcome to some ramblings today. not sure what im going to write about other then drum games im interested in.
welcome to today ramblings. dont know what i am going to put on here yet.... but time will tell.
found out that old osu is fun again then current. and found out that ar infinite is also fun.
more journal writing. added a "template" for this.
still alive! just some more thoughts throughout the days. i wonder when im going to be statisifed with my rhythm game and tech? it doesnt seem any time soon sadly :( hopefully at some point i will be. deciding to do level design in a top down 2d zelda inspired mmo.
feel like writing more stuff. will finally be able to talk to more people again. which will be fun i dont normally get to talk to a lot of people even online without them seeing me as weird. i guess because im on a chinese web ring and so therefor im seen as different. i dont know why that would be a big deal but that what i keep going back to.
welcome to my first journal of the year. i hope all is well with the people i know.
welcome to more rambling in a blog style. i get accused of random things because im not one with the hurd.
Decided to update the git repo on git.termer.net it very nice so far and the workflow has been good to me.
someone pissed me off from twitch. this is just more reasons why i tend to not like the streaming culture. just not a lot of people who make sense and want to get into your face about their opinions on tech and so on. this tends to bother me after awhile but im sure i will forget it. i just dont tend to have it stored in my brain memory. oh well another day browsing social media i guess. *shrug*
thinking of making more journals going to upload them more of a bulk then just one at a time. so you'll see these all at the same time if you have javascript disabled in your browser. I have the adblocker warning because i feel in this day and age it needed. but it not needed to turn off in order to view this page only the javascript part. playing runescape and hearthstone is always fun. not when hearthstone glitches out though when it trying to load battlegrounds
The hockey game i went to yesterday was frustrating to watch because the kids were not in their seat being respectful.
cat had to be put under today. mom can show emotions but I can't. I feel like today is a lot calm now where I dont have to worry about my cat going after wires and stuff. But now it feels empty without her here.
had a fun baseball game at the birthday. cant wait to go there again though it a roughly 3 hour drive.
someone called me a "bitter asshole" on irc. i dont really care anymore what your opinion is of me. as long as we can talk like humans and not get offended over silly shit. this new wave of generation seems to get upset over stupid shit. been enjoying the chinese culture and baseball recently not just mlb but also Japan and elsewhere.
just thinking of stuff to add to the site. while it be changelog or more content to add or maybe a article to write finally. I feel happy that i have my own guestbook now and i have a sw@ (suspicious world) we will see how it goes.
some more journal rambulings. i plan to play more pop' n music lively and iidx dp. im going to forget about the whole play for like a few days. I mod for a platform now called vidlii and the content you see on there you can't really talk to anybody about because of how bad it is. But I enjoy modding for a "free speech" alternative to youtube or better youtube platform then what it is today.
Got my new headphones dt 770 the limited black edition. they are very good so far but obviously pricy unless your into audio.
This is another journal that i feel like updating. Im not sure what I want or want to keep. in terms of computer hardware etc.
Hello. I feel a lot better now due to getting over a cold. and not really caring much about people emotions too much. I also moderate for vidlii now which is interesting.
so i feel better today after getting my sick over with. makes me feel a lot better and better rested.
So i was rejected by a service merely for having a email with "memeware" and a link to "711chan" apparently that is wrong even thouhg they where offering alternative privacy front ends. kind of ironic eh?
Some more ramblings. im deciding to switch from twitch to kick. seems like a better platform. might change this journal code from disallowing javascript to allowing it. not sure
welcome to more private ramblings. i save it in case the power goes out and so you might get a incomplete version before you see it.s
Decided to watch some Pop'n Music Lively streams. Im really big into older streams and rhythm games. Playing some "tiktok" chinese mahjong. Also doing my regular hearthstone and runescape game so i feel im doing a lot. just going to update this journal as the day progress